Midoni midoni fekr nakonam bedoni ke vaghti sedato mishnavamm ya heset mikonam ghalbam tond mizane aya in alamate eshghe? midoni midoni fekr nakonam bedoni vaghti negat mikonam vaghti havaset nist be labkhandet khire misham on lahze zibatarin lahze omram mishe aya in neshane eshghe ?
Nemidonam midoni ya na kash midonesti ke on chizi ke to delame ba on chizi ke be zabon miyaram yeki niist shyad mitarsam harfe delamo begam shayad fekr koni adame shojayi hastam adame roki hastam ama bavar kon mmitarsam az inke shyad asheegh besham nagoftan shyad sakht tar az goftan bashe ama in hamishe baram soal bod ke to ham hamon ghad ke ashegham asheghi? midonam to ham dosam dari ama man az dost dashtan harf nemizanam alan ke minevisam hata esmesham nemidonam eshgh ya vabastegi ama midonam vaghti kenarami shadam vaghti kenaram nisti be fekretam hata to zamani ke doro baram shologhe vaghti mikhandam be yadami vaghti ghamginam be yadetam pas havas nist midonam nist chize pakie mitonama begam behesh moghadas chon hich chize badi tosh nabode to khab mibinam ke dari az man dor mishi va man be rahi ke to az man dor mishi khire misham to negahet ye chizi hast ingar ke montazere ye alamat az mani ta bargardi ama man mese telesm shodea mimonam man ba sokot be raftanet nega mikonam har chi dortar mishi ghalbam ke ingar ba ye chizi be ghalbet vasl shode beshtar keshide mishe mmisoze ghalbe to ham misoze? Chera nemidonam azam napors chon javabesho nemidonam az aval vasam mobham bod adamaye ziyadi bodan man hich vaght eshgho bavar nakardam ama alan khodamm tosh gir kardam mese kasi ke hame ro moeze mikarde vali hala khodesh be moeze niyaz dare ama hichkas nist ke be hesh bege natarse hamishe tars mokamele in hese hanoz nemidonam in eshghe shyad ye chizi balatar bashe mese tars az khoda mimone hamishe az in ke to ro narahat konam mitarsam ama nemikham ham befahmi ke nesbat behet in heso daram shayad dark nakoni on vaght azam betarsi shayad az dast bedam in chize kochiki az to vase khodam negah dashtam nesbat behet hesadat nadaram hamishe fekr mikardam ke kasi ke asheghe kasi digast bayad nesbat behesh hesadat(hese malekiyat) dashte bashe ama man nesbat behet hesadat nadaram age ye rozi to ro ba kasi bebinam labkhand mizanam va arezo mikonam ke ay kash man ham shojaate ba to bodano dashtam midoni nemikham in chizi ke az to to zehnam hast kharab she to ro ba hame naghsat dost daram shayad azat behtar basham ama haminjori doset daram delam nemikhad avaz shi arezoye man hamine ke hamishe to delet vase man ye jaye kochik bezari shayad ye rozi befahmi in heso azam delgir nasho az sakhtim delgir nasho vase in ke bemonam in hame sakht migiram age in jor nabashe mishkanam khoda midone ke to delam chi migzare to in salha khyli chiza taghir karde
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